all i did was say happy birhtday
    he never did.
    he never cared
    he never cared how i felt
    he never cared about my feelings
    i mean afterall,
    i dont have feelings or anything.

& now thinking back,

oh who was i kidding.

oh right,

of course, how can I forget

I was never important to you. I was just one of those girls you filled your time with. I was just one of those girls you talked to because you were bored. I was just one of those you fucked around with. I was just one of those girls that fell for you. I was just one of those girls that you broke their heart. I was just one of those girls you temporarily “loved”. I was just one of those girls that you sent fancy-ass text messages to. I mean, I was so important, was I not.

Why do I even feel like I’m not? I wasn’t even anywhere near your top priority list anyways. Who am I kidding…

With all my best effort,  I tried, I really did & I got completely ignored. Wow, just wow. It’s clear to me what you want us to be. I can’t believe you anymore, I don’t understand how you can pretend like that anymore. I can’t believe how fine you seem. I don’t want to have anything to do with you anymore, you make me sad. You’re moving on as if nothing happened, okay. I got your message, I really did. I hope one day, you’ll learn what love really is. I hope that one day, you will get hurt like how did. I hope that one day, you will get played and have your heart be torn down to millions upon trillions  of pieces. I have enough, I’m going to stop looking pathetically retard. You did teach me something, you taught me to not care about you ever again. You taught me to not fall for people like you so easily. You taught me to be fucking strong and not to waste tears on people like you. Obviously, I don’t mean nothing more than  a piece of shit to you.  You take joy in crushing people’s heart. I will prove to you I can be happy without you. I can live without. I don’t need you in my life to happy. I want you to watch  me be happy, that is, without you, I will make sure you see it clearly. Just you see.